Pretty pissed today! Today was a disaster for me. First we were suppose to have work on a Saturday, but fortunately (or should I say unfortunately) it didn’t push through since there was a storm. Next was that I was assigned for the games, program, choir singers for our branch Christmas party. And damn, it didn’t come out well. People were so dependent on me! Good thing my sister was there to help and eventually some of my co-workers helped. I knew it was one boring party. Blame it all to myself? Not really! Come to think of it, why was I assigned to be the one responsible for everything? Is it because they trust me enough? or was it because they were so busy with their own lives that they just gave all the work to me? Didn’t they consider my work load? To think I didn’t have the time to go home, change clothes and do my make-up because of the freaking prizes. And there they were doing nothing! I just hate it. And I know that they will all be talking about it this Monday, and they’ll be naming names but this time I won’t care. Cause I know I did my part, though it may not be enough. I just hate it! Thinking this was my first Christmas party with them. How am I suppose to know how they do things in occasions like this? Urgh! Whatever! 

Saturday Dec 12 @ 12:33pm